Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Goodbye, Skye, Goodbye

Dearest Skye,

In a blink, you were gone. I was just an arm’s length away and you went without making any fuss. You did not make my heart go wild. You did not make my knees go weak. When I woke up, your goodbye had gone by.

I am awed how you planned your exit. You waited till I came back from a land far away. And for this I am forever grateful. You gave me the chance to spend another night with you. You gave me the chance to cradle you in my arms one last time.

What an obedient child you were. I whispered to you that it was all right to let go. And you did. You had to let go.

But I can’t. I will never ever let go of your spirit. You will be here forever with Nanay, Kuya Heaven and me.

You may have gone. But what you left behind will stay with us until our own goodbyes.

Love, Tatay

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dearest skye

You are an angel from the day you were born, god sent you to your parent to be their angel and to your big brother heaven you will always remains in their heart .... I know your happy right now in gods arm

Bye from now baby skye

Tisha said...

Dearest Nilo,

You wrote about your fatherhood journey for our mag, Good Housekeeping. Lola told us about Skye's passing. I'm very sorry for your loss. The art director and I, both mothers, cried when we found out. We've never met, but your story has truly touched us.

You write beautifully; you honor Skye, your wife, your son with every entry. You had us rooting for your little angel. Please know that you and your family are in my prayers.